Running out of fuel

I had a few double whammies today.  First one hour before I left work in Lucca, I received an email disclosing that the apartment me and Laura we so loved, was being given to someone else that saw it AFTER we did.  vaffa.... If that wasn't enough, my bosses boss told my boss, K, that she thought she made it clear that the job was only temp until I received my papers. 

Imagine how I felt at that moment. 

I cried most of the way home on the train from Lucca to Florence.  Thinking how can this shit happen to me?  What else do you want Universe?? 

I have been insanely searching for a new job, sending my resume out right and left.  I don't want to leave, Universe.  I love it here. 

If you all can send out some vibes for a job and a great apartment for me and Laura, I would appreciate the Energy of hopeful thoughts flowing our way. 

And if you or anyone has a job or an apartment in Florence they have just waiting for me, please let me know!

Come on Universe, I know you know what I want, now show it to me!

a presto from a bit of a melancholy Firenze,

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Posted by katerinafiore at 29 Jul 2008, 4:15 PM and is filed under living in Florence,living the dream
 

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  • 29 Jul 2008, 5:15 PM anne wrote:
    Oh Katrina, I can't imagine how you must feel..Lots of things happen for a reason...you will be in my thoughts and prayers tonight. Try not to be too hard on yourself..I am sure things will turn out for the better.
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  • 30 Jul 2008, 1:23 AM Bernardo & Paul wrote:
    Oh my dear, you was so excited about the new job and me as i'm reading your blog daily i was with you. Now? But let me ask something is your paper referred to a PDS? Are u living in italy not like a clandestino isnt? If u are i can suggest to you to work for Camp Darby many positions there for someone like u only if u are in a position that dont double dipping. We try with Paul but those was the answer as he have all italian papers. Now we are going to see nextweek a school around us and we put his name on a list of unemployed. May be work for you but we need to know more about your papers. My best greetings and good luck. but remember dont give up!
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  • 30 Jul 2008, 7:37 AM erin :: the olive notes wrote:
    you can do it! It's your dream, and something will work out. I'm sure it's so tough going through these doubting times though. I'll email you a contact for a possible apt
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    1. 30 Jul 2008, 8:45 AM katerinafiore wrote:
      Thank you all for your well wishes and good thoughts.  I am slowly starting to pull myself out of the crying phase and 'feel bad for Katie' phase.  I will let you know what happens. 

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  • 31 Jul 2008, 12:55 PM Laura wrote:
    I know it will work out...I just know it. Don't give up Katerina, things always end up happening at the last minute and turn out to be the best in the end. Ti voglio bene, your future roomie
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  • 2 Aug 2008, 12:39 PM Wevly wrote:
    Katerina,
    Find pics of places that you love and surround yourself with them. List out everything you want in a job and apartment and keep those thoughts that it is on its way, even when its seems impossible. All things happen for a reason and they always work out. So keep that in mind, but don't give up hope.
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